Day in the life of an MI5 Victim

[M***@privacy.net]

I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.

Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.

So far today, nothing has happened.

When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

[abelard]

Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

most people get more tired a the day progresses...

guard your sleep

[M***@privacy.net]

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Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

most people get more tired a the day progresses...
guard your sleep

It's curious that in the morning, it's mostly absent. Later in the
day, the mindcontrol starts again.

I'm seeing my pdoc on Wednesday, and will ask for an increase in my
clozapine. I don't particularly care how it stops, as long as it does
stop.

[Vidcapper]

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Post by abelard

Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

most people get more tired a the day progresses...
guard your sleep

It's curious that in the morning, it's mostly absent. Later in the
day, the mindcontrol starts again.
I'm seeing my pdoc on Wednesday, and will ask for an increase in my
clozapine. I don't particularly care how it stops, as long as it does
stop.

But if MI5 really *were* stalking you, then how would taking drugs
stop them?

[abelard]

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Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

most people get more tired a the day progresses...
guard your sleep

It's curious that in the morning, it's mostly absent. Later in the
day, the mindcontrol starts again.
I'm seeing my pdoc on Wednesday, and will ask for an increase in my
clozapine. I don't particularly care how it stops, as long as it does
stop.

i assume you know what tardive dyskinesia means...

but of course like any 'treatment' it is your judgment of
your quality of life that matters

[Kerr Mudd-John]

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Post by M***@privacy.net

Post by abelard

Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

most people get more tired a the day progresses...
guard your sleep

It's curious that in the morning, it's mostly absent. Later in the
day, the mindcontrol starts again.
I'm seeing my pdoc on Wednesday, and will ask for an increase in my
clozapine. I don't particularly care how it stops, as long as it does
stop.

i assume you know what tardive dyskinesia means...
but of course like any 'treatment' it is your judgment of
your quality of life that matters

If you want to chat, I suggest the conspiracy NG is the best.

[abelard]

Post by Kerr Mudd-John

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Post by M***@privacy.net

Post by abelard

Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

most people get more tired a the day progresses...
guard your sleep

It's curious that in the morning, it's mostly absent. Later in the
day, the mindcontrol starts again.
I'm seeing my pdoc on Wednesday, and will ask for an increase in my
clozapine. I don't particularly care how it stops, as long as it does
stop.

i assume you know what tardive dyskinesia means...
but of course like any 'treatment' it is your judgment of
your quality of life that matters

If you want to chat, I suggest the conspiracy NG is the best.

which ones do you infest?

[M***@privacy.net]

Post by abelard
i assume you know what tardive dyskinesia means...
but of course like any 'treatment' it is your judgment of
your quality of life that matters

i've been on APs since 1992, and I don't have TD.

I just got back from the Costa Coffee on Balham Hill. While there, I
heard a male Anglo voice calling me a "son of a bitch". I rarely go to
Costa, so it was probably a hallucination.

Tomorrow I see my pdoc. I will ask for an increase in Clozapine.

Curiously, there has been no organised stalking this morning.

[abelard]

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Post by abelard
i assume you know what tardive dyskinesia means...
but of course like any 'treatment' it is your judgment of
your quality of life that matters

i've been on APs since 1992, and I don't have TD.
I just got back from the Costa Coffee on Balham Hill. While there, I
heard a male Anglo voice calling me a "son of a bitch". I rarely go to
Costa, so it was probably a hallucination.

good luck with your problems, whatever

Post by M***@privacy.net
Tomorrow I see my pdoc. I will ask for an increase in Clozapine.
Curiously, there has been no organised stalking this morning.

[M***@privacy.net]

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Post by M***@privacy.net

Post by abelard
i assume you know what tardive dyskinesia means...
but of course like any 'treatment' it is your judgment of
your quality of life that matters

i've been on APs since 1992, and I don't have TD.
I just got back from the Costa Coffee on Balham Hill. While there, I
heard a male Anglo voice calling me a "son of a bitch". I rarely go to
Costa, so it was probably a hallucination.

good luck with your problems, whatever

Prayers welcome.

God may or may not exist, but prayer may be helpful.

[p***@gmail.com]

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Post by abelard

Post by M***@privacy.net

Post by abelard
i assume you know what tardive dyskinesia means...
but of course like any 'treatment' it is your judgment of
your quality of life that matters

i've been on APs since 1992, and I don't have TD.
I just got back from the Costa Coffee on Balham Hill. While there, I
heard a male Anglo voice calling me a "son of a bitch". I rarely go to
Costa, so it was probably a hallucination.

good luck with your problems, whatever

Prayers welcome.
God may or may not exist, but prayer may be helpful.

Or they may annoy the devil and he is a right bastard.

[abelard]

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Post by abelard

Post by M***@privacy.net

Post by abelard
i assume you know what tardive dyskinesia means...
but of course like any 'treatment' it is your judgment of
your quality of life that matters

i've been on APs since 1992, and I don't have TD.
I just got back from the Costa Coffee on Balham Hill. While there, I
heard a male Anglo voice calling me a "son of a bitch". I rarely go to
Costa, so it was probably a hallucination.

good luck with your problems, whatever

Prayers welcome.
God may or may not exist, but prayer may be helpful.

ok

[R. Mark Clayton]

Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

6am - woken up by a tarantula in my bed (James Bond).
8am - have breakfast, make missus (warder) taste food - poison is in the salt (Callan)
9am - drive to work - woman throws snake into car (James Bond)
11am - coffee break at work - tryst with co-worker (Harry Palmer)
noon - lunch with boss at the circus (George Smiley)
5pm - drive home, high speed car chase around North Circular (Jason Bourne)

are all your days like this? Given your imagination, maybe you should write a novel or two...

[pensive hamster]

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Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

6am - woken up by a tarantula in my bed (James Bond).
8am - have breakfast, make missus (warder) taste food - poison is in the salt (Callan)
9am - drive to work - woman throws snake into car (James Bond)
11am - coffee break at work - tryst with co-worker (Harry Palmer)
noon - lunch with boss at the circus (George Smiley)
5pm - drive home, high speed car chase around North Circular (Jason Bourne)

North Circular? High speed ?? 5pm (rush hour)?

That's one of the most implausible plot lines ever ...

Post by R. Mark Clayton
are all your days like this? Given your imagination, maybe you should write a novel or two...

[R. Mark Clayton]

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Post by R. Mark Clayton

Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

6am - woken up by a tarantula in my bed (James Bond).
8am - have breakfast, make missus (warder) taste food - poison is in the salt (Callan)
9am - drive to work - woman throws snake into car (James Bond)
11am - coffee break at work - tryst with co-worker (Harry Palmer)
noon - lunch with boss at the circus (George Smiley)
5pm - drive home, high speed car chase around North Circular (Jason Bourne)

North Circular? High speed ?? 5pm (rush hour)?
That's one of the most implausible plot lines ever ...

Not for someone living in the realms of fantasy...

Post by pensive hamster

Post by R. Mark Clayton
are all your days like this? Given your imagination, maybe you should write a novel or two...

[Vidcapper]

Post by M***@privacy.net
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking.

But people are always walking around in all directions, so by the law of
averages *some* will be walking in the same direction as you - but
that's a long way short of them stalking you...

[abelard]

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Post by M***@privacy.net
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking.

But people are always walking around in all directions, so by the law of
averages *some* will be walking in the same direction as you - but
that's a long way short of them stalking you...

it is common that i go into empty shops...
and within a few minutes the place is crowded...

most people are sheep...they're too frit to take initiative...

[Dan S. MacAbre]

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Post by Vidcapper

Post by M***@privacy.net
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking.

But people are always walking around in all directions, so by the law of
averages *some* will be walking in the same direction as you - but
that's a long way short of them stalking you...

it is common that i go into empty shops...
and within a few minutes the place is crowded...
most people are sheep...they're too frit to take initiative...

I find it strangely embarrassing to be the only person in a shop, and
then to walk out without buying anything. Sometimes, I'll even pretend
to be interested in things that I have absolutely no intention of
buying; or even looking back in the window having just left, to pretend
there was actually something interesting there. Odd, really. I expect
I'm too afraid of upsetting them with the implied accusation that their
shop is full of crap. Which, TBH, they often are.

[burfordTjustice]

On Tue, 18 Apr 2017 13:10:21 +0100

Post by Dan S. MacAbre
I find it strangely embarrassing to be the only person in a shop, and
then to walk out without buying anything. Sometimes, I'll even
pretend to be interested in things that I have absolutely no
intention of buying; or even looking back in the window having just
left, to pretend there was actually something interesting there.
Odd, really. I expect I'm too afraid of upsetting them with the
implied accusation that their shop is full of crap. Which, TBH, they
often are.

Cause you are a girlie man.

Pure and simple.

[Dan S. MacAbre]

Post by burfordTjustice
On Tue, 18 Apr 2017 13:10:21 +0100

Post by Dan S. MacAbre
I find it strangely embarrassing to be the only person in a shop, and
then to walk out without buying anything. Sometimes, I'll even
pretend to be interested in things that I have absolutely no
intention of buying; or even looking back in the window having just
left, to pretend there was actually something interesting there.
Odd, really. I expect I'm too afraid of upsetting them with the
implied accusation that their shop is full of crap. Which, TBH, they
often are.

Cause you are a girlie man.
Pure and simple.

I can't even deny that, but I'm too old to worry about it like I used
to. It's best to be honest with oneself.

[Mr On!on]

Post by burfordTjustice
On Tue, 18 Apr 2017 13:10:21 +0100

Post by Dan S. MacAbre
I find it strangely embarrassing to be the only person in a shop, and
then to walk out without buying anything. Sometimes, I'll even
pretend to be interested in things that I have absolutely no
intention of buying; or even looking back in the window having just
left, to pretend there was actually something interesting there.
Odd, really. I expect I'm too afraid of upsetting them with the
implied accusation that their shop is full of crap. Which, TBH, they
often are.

That's an easy one: catch the salesman's eye, nod, smile and
say "Just browsing, thanks." No shopkeeper minds that.

[froups snecked from fu2]

[Dan S. MacAbre]

Post by Mr On!on

Post by burfordTjustice
On Tue, 18 Apr 2017 13:10:21 +0100

Post by Dan S. MacAbre
I find it strangely embarrassing to be the only person in a shop, and
then to walk out without buying anything. Sometimes, I'll even
pretend to be interested in things that I have absolutely no
intention of buying; or even looking back in the window having just
left, to pretend there was actually something interesting there.
Odd, really. I expect I'm too afraid of upsetting them with the
implied accusation that their shop is full of crap. Which, TBH, they
often are.

That's an easy one: catch the salesman's eye, nod, smile and
say "Just browsing, thanks." No shopkeeper minds that.
[froups snecked from fu2]

But that would give them an opportunity to try to persuade me to buy
something - especially if the shop is empty, and they have no-one else
to keep them occupied. I much prefer to slowly make my way closer to
the door, and then make a quick exit :-)

Actually, I just get most things of the internet these days, which has
solved the browsing conundrum nicely. I hate going out shopping, TBH.
For me, sourcing something is a problem that needs solving ASAP.

[p***@gmail.com]

Post by Dan S. MacAbre

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Post by M***@privacy.net
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking.

But people are always walking around in all directions, so by the law of
averages *some* will be walking in the same direction as you - but
that's a long way short of them stalking you...

it is common that i go into empty shops...
and within a few minutes the place is crowded...
most people are sheep...they're too frit to take initiative...

I find it strangely embarrassing to be the only person in a shop, and
then to walk out without buying anything. Sometimes, I'll even pretend
to be interested in things that I have absolutely no intention of
buying; or even looking back in the window having just left, to pretend
there was actually something interesting there. Odd, really. I expect
I'm too afraid of upsetting them with the implied accusation that their
shop is full of crap. Which, TBH, they often are.

You are Prince William or Prince Harry and I claim my £5.

[M***@privacy.net]

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Post by M***@privacy.net
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking.

But people are always walking around in all directions, so by the law of
averages *some* will be walking in the same direction as you - but
that's a long way short of them stalking you...

What happens is what you might term a "walk-by yelling". Either two
people, or one person talking into a cellphone, pass you by, going in
the opposite direction. Just as they pass you, they say something
nasty, which shows they're repeating a phrase from MI5.

OK, no one believes this, but it is true.

[Mr Pounder Esquire]

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Post by M***@privacy.net
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking.

But people are always walking around in all directions, so by the
law of averages *some* will be walking in the same direction as you
- but that's a long way short of them stalking you...

What happens is what you might term a "walk-by yelling". Either two
people, or one person talking into a cellphone, pass you by, going in
the opposite direction. Just as they pass you, they say something
nasty, which shows they're repeating a phrase from MI5.
OK, no one believes this, but it is true.

I believe you!
Four nights ago I had a dream that I was waiting to pay for the fuel after
filling up at the petrol station.
Whilst waiting to pay / I detest big time waiting to pay I was chatting to a
well known person.
It was Elvis!!!!!
One hell of a nice guy, he shook my hand.

[Vidcapper]

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Post by M***@privacy.net
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking.

But people are always walking around in all directions, so by the law of
averages *some* will be walking in the same direction as you - but
that's a long way short of them stalking you...

What happens is what you might term a "walk-by yelling". Either two
people, or one person talking into a cellphone, pass you by, going in
the opposite direction. Just as they pass you, they say something
nasty, which shows they're repeating a phrase from MI5.
OK, no one believes this, but it is true.

OK then, why not carry a mini tape-recorder next time you go out - if it
picks up the voices, then you have proof - if not, it proves they are
just in your head, and that you need stronger medicine!

[burfordTjustice]

On Mon, 17 Apr 2017 12:22:01 +0100

Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

david brooks (Devon) as a proclaimed associate of MI5
maybe you could help this ole chap out, eh?

[burfordTjustice]

On Mon, 17 Apr 2017 11:55:04 -0400

Post by burfordTjustice
On Mon, 17 Apr 2017 12:22:01 +0100

Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

david brooks (Devon) as a proclaimed associate of MI5
maybe you could help this ole chap out, eh?

Apparently david brooks (Devon) is involved in your troubles
or just does not care one wit about your problems.

[M***@privacy.net]

Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

There has been mild mindcontrol this afternoon and evvening. The guy
keeps saying "stupid", and fixating on my bottom.

[g***@yahoo.com]

Post by M***@privacy.net
I thought it might be interesting (or not) to write a biref diary of
happenings throughout the day.
Usually there is no mindcontrol in the morning / afternoon, and it
starts in the late afternoon or evening.
So far today, nothing has happened.
When I go out, there is frequently organised stalking. Today, I am
home all day, so there is no O/S.

Tin foil is freely available in supermarkets.