hi there! it's just a little follow-up! sorry for the delay, i was ZONKED, and went to bed *super* early (including why i'm up so early now.)
so, the thing was, remember i said, and i didn't mean for it to come out this way, however, ironically, it was a big...well...i hate to pass judgment like this, however, otoh, i DID ask to see it (LOL!!! forced.... i mean, i SHOULD lol...) a big cross, i asked, and he "pulled it out," and it came across as slightly obscene, almost like, wow, you got a big one...ha ha, but you know what i mean. so, it really ISN'T, i mean, my g-d, if he is delivering to sick or even dying people who are terrified and/or need hope, they can find comfort in it, and all....and it WAS in his pocket...
anyway, so that's the funny follow-up. i was devastated yesterday, morning, literally going insane, like, oh ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, it was all a big joke, all a big silly joke on me, ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, and then i was screaming and crying hysterically, because that's what was REAL....and deciding never to post again, and to break up with bob, for real, for good, and it was not some kind of reverse psychology or anything, i meant it, down to the bone, i felt like jewish dog shit, i was screaming and crying....anyway, all that is beside the point, but it's true, bob is such a sick man, he needs a psychiatrist so bad, he needs to say, what he is doing a mentally ill woman....gaslighting her for twenty years....
anyway, the tiny follow-up, it was so funny, this has NEVER HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE, but i was wearing my tribal star, all alone, because i have now aways jazzed it up with a cool israeli anchor, and the combo is REALLY COOL, and the star alone, looks pathetic, but i FELT PATHETIC, so i just wore my star, like, here i am, dr. reuben, jewish dogshit, like you say, bob dylan is "way about my [his] pay grade," so well, what does that make me? i'm like dog shit like you hope you don't even step on in the street, it's that bad, that's me, hi! here i am! taking up an hour of your day, jewish dogshit, smelling up your office, you, who is wayyyyyyyy below bob DYLAN'S paygrade....you must be going insane like a pig with olfactory receptors 200 times that of a human, i must be driving you insane, since i stink so bad, you who can go on for ten hours discussing impulse control, me, jewish trash, who should have been exterminated in the holocaust, that's me, rachel ben-levi, i should marry paul, the disabled tard, (no offense intended, he even went to special schools), hitler should have finished the job, we never should have left, heil hitler, sorry dr. reuben!!!! if only i could terminate myself alone!!! we're all just gonna have to put up with this pink elephant in the room. g-d how can you STAND IT!??!?!??!?!?!?!?!!??
anyway, sorry for emoting, back to the tiny addendum, as i was walking up the hill, home, i noticed, see, i have this pocket on my shirt, and this has NEVER HAPPENED, but the star, on the long chain...........had dipped into the pocket, and was hiding in there!!!!! it was so cute. it's like, omg, it's just like the pastor. you're hiding in the breast pocket!!!! tee hee hee. :-) (seriously! :) )
so that's my little story, with a slight tangential fit, i apologize, i just thought everyone should know what the artist and man, bob dylan, is doing to me.